Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Losing Momentum

Is a really frustrating thing, isn't it? Like for example, the slow arse way this stupid page would load so I could make a new entry. But nevermind that. It keeps happening, I just wanted to point out. And since I've entered something that seems to be a rather prolonged inclination to constant crabbiness, it doesn't exactly help lighten my mood. There will always be this one glitch that can throw everything off so that even if you do end up with an intended goal, the disposition to the matter isn't quite the same. I dont know what the hell I'm talking about. But I'm going to ramble on anyway because I feel like it and I'm ever so slightly deranged right now. Or always, I can't really be sure anymore.

For example - Lately, and by that I mean earlier this evening, I decided to revisit that old charcoal drawing set I was given. It comes with these nifty instructions which help you draw passable, if not decent charcoal drawings. There was this one thing I couldn't get over though, I couldn't find the masking tape which I needed for the sides of the drawing. I improvised but it was off-putting because everything went all sloppy. And I'm not exactly riveted to have to draw Lincoln. I mean, I would've chosen Beethoven, but it looked more complicated. Also weird is this mad compulsion for me to approach washing dishes with such precision. I've managed to create this very organized system of washing them. Yes, I'm unhinged, aren't I?

Ugh. I've managed to bore myself. Goodbye, I'm posting at Furiae.
Thus spake Irish || 11:08 PM || 0 comments